User:Chchcheckit
i am incredibly stressed out and i am dissasociating(?), when i edit things its like i stream of consciousness. as with reviews flowing from one point to the next i stumble i splatter i die is it worth more to try than it is to be right? i don't know anymore. i push on regardless because i want to believe the former but the latter often feels outside my control. i lack the tools to define my dictionary. it is one thing to know the iron bars and another to break them and i feel agitated my the lack of trust i have within myself the remainer is kinda fear and guilt of fucking up because it contradicts with idealism. fuck thats the oppression system
WIKIPEDIA: documenting the slow death of Chchcheckit since July 13, 2021
[edit]Adeline, born September 18, 2003, known by their dumbass Beastie Boys reference Wikipedia handle Chchcheckit or their aliases Citizen Insane™ and Self Proclaimed Editorial Anarchist (SPEA), is both a dumbass and wikipedia editor from le isles of britan. She/They joined Wikipedia to add sales statistics to discography pages before attempting to write articles starting in early-ish 2022. They were in particular inspired to edit because of their frustration with a YouTube video that glossed over a Toadies album that took seven years to come out. From that point until mid-2023, a lot of their edits were driven on the basis of misguided emotion, poor self-worth/concept (due to external factors now dealt with), self-arrogance and a misunderstanding of the principle Non nobis solum which led to much poor quality editing. They sincerely apologize for articles written and made during that time. This editor believes they only really started becoming competent around June/July 2023 although was not yet confident until somewhere in 2024. Currently, their drive to write is based on 1. interest, 2. wanting ppl to know about things they like that no one in their real life gives a fuck about, and 3. wanting underrated subjects to be better evaluated. They know they are still capable of mistakes and want to be called out where possible. (people tell me i am too critical; i internalized my external oppression systems)
Chchcheckit mainly writes about rock, metal, rap music and whatnot, when they feel like it. They have ADHD/Autism (anyone who uses "aspergers" against you is trying to control you + diminish how you feel about living with autism. ok thats me-specific but), leading to chaotic editing, and needs to joke about things in order to laugh through the pain/hardship of life because it sucks. If it sounds edgy as fuck, it's not intended but whatever. A maxim they hold is: "what we do is not secret, it is in fact visible and stupid".
spontaneity seems to work REALLY well recently. (Everytime I do one of these things, one can't help but feel it's going to go horribly wrong again) (try not to think about starvation)
WORKINONIT, or: current projects/work in lieu of work that would actually benefit them in real life lmao (that's reason 4; feelings of ability/competency)
[edit]| THE STATE OF THE... THINGS a.k.a. PROJECTS
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| Ithaca studio albums (3/3) |
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| Kittie studio albums (8/8) +1 |
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| Ken Carson studio albums (4/5) |
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| Good Article nominees | In Progress:
Awaiting review: |
| Good Article Reviews | |
| Workem Progresso | WORKING
BACKBURNER
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| Et cetera/possibly... |
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 | This user helped promote Ithaca discography to featured article status. |
| This user helped promote Kittie discography to featured article status. |
 | This user helped promote the topic Svalbard studio albums to good topic status. |
 | This user has written 29 good articles on Wikipedia. |
| This user has reviewed 23 (+2) Good Article nominations on Wikipedia. |
 | This user is a participant in WikiProject Women in music. |
 | As a Wikipedia editor, I understand that my goal is the destruction of my purpose. |